Christy loves~

Happy 19th Birthday to me!

2011-10-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

we meet up at 11am at VIVO CITY for breakfast!!!!

My Cute Shit boyfriend! <3


and we head over to the beach!!!!

Sun Tanning!


and yea! its almost 3pm! CHECK IN TIME~

There is a very friendly staff at the lobby that welcome us and tell us that the reception is at level 7!
and upon seeing us with sandy feet and wet shorts he direct us to a place to wash our feet!

We booked the most basic superior room but was upgraded to a deluxe room for free~
(maybe becoz my dear is too hot) HAHA!

Took a nice warm bath and a good rest before dolling up for dinner!

Out for dinner!


We are dining at Shangri-La Silver Shell Cafe

International Buffer ($58++ per pax)

there are people singing, very nice ambiance!

throughout the dining, all the customer here are ang mohs!
none are local or Chinese other than we two!

the food taste and variety is quite average, other than wide range of desserts! and fondue!!

my favorite! marshmallows with chocolate fondue!!!!

romantic night walk!

My dear dear say my hair looks hot! ;)

Our Buffet Breakfast by the hotel!

their Pancake, BEST!

and these are my wasted food! hee no honey stars ;(

Below are all the sweet birthday cards that i have received!

birthday card by Er Jie

Birthday card by CS lao shi!

Birthday card from both WQ and CS lao shi!

Birthday card from Zuo En!

Birthday card from my DEAREST! Sweetest card ever!

overseas Birthday card from FERN!!!


this mee sua is for my Chinese birthday!

I am officially 19!!!

and 6 months in a relationship with my beloved Glen Baby!

still madly in love with him!!!

everything about him, is the reason why im smiling everyday!

2011-08-28T01:28:00.001+08:00

我心情很乱。。。
又担心，又害怕。。。
又要失眠一整晚。。。

梁文音

2011-07-20T11:09:00.004+08:00

好累。。。

2011-07-12T20:19:00.002+08:00

很想哭！因为想说的话说不出。。。
就算说了，有谁会真的了解？
不想再管那么多了。。。
我的心，麻木了。。。

Sun, Day 3

2011-07-03T10:01:00.004+08:00

YAY!!!!! i am coming how this evening!!!!!!
fast right? super excited!!!!!!!

dear dear got maintain ur tummy?
LOL cant wait to hug hug you,
rub rub my head on urs,
kiss kiss you and tease you!

dear dear when im back we go cycling?
i'd probably reach on molo morning if there is no jam!
so WAIT FOR ME!!!!!!!

hopefully my line not cut off yet! heee
dear today jia you at work k?
dont throw tantrum on customer ar!!!

LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, Day 2

2011-07-02T09:52:00.003+08:00

YOYO!
i bet you miss me like fuck huh?
its a Saturday!!!! tonite is Run tang bday?

dont drink too much at timbre arrrrr
becoz you cant call me when u're drunk
and i cant send u home, ltr ppl take advantage of u how?

hahahaah 1 more day to see you!!!!!!!
thats quite fast actually rite?

your bah chiam should be almost gone by now?
miss me jiu look at my video, or write down wad u wanna say to me,
when im back then tell me!!!

LOVE U and Good nite!
SWeet dreams muacccccckkkkssss!

*happy? not only goodnite! heeee!

Friday, Day 1

2011-07-01T09:46:00.002+08:00

By the time you read this, i should be reaching my kanpong if there is no heavy jam!
and i miss you like fuck!

Had a good nite slp? are u late for work?
remember to put your eye drop ar!
and eat more!!! i want to see ur tummy when im back! ;D

tonight meeting friends rite? enjoy yourself~
and dont miss me too much! 2 more days to see you..

and dont go home too late, sat morning shift
even if your home dont stay up just to watch show!
your eyes need rest, rmb?
dont make me worry ar!

and jia you at work ar, dont kena complain letter again
i know u are good ;D

Love you and Good night when u're sleeping!

2011-06-29T09:53:00.002+08:00

hey, its the 9th week of school...
which means 6 more weeks to go and that is really fast!
Almost half a year is gone, hmmmmmmmmm.....

anyways, this week would be our 3rd monthsary and again,
i'd be leaving to malaysia the very next day after out monthsary...

to think of the times where we 1st met, out 1st convo etc..
still i cant get over how amazing it is to have known you! haha!

i can see your coming

ahhhhhhhhhh maybe its a good separation this time
for us to have alone time thinking and missing each other!

*P.S: When im not around, PLS RMB to put ur eye drop 4 times a day,
eat all ur meals ON TIME! no skipping of meals then ltr hungry then eat!
Dont eat too much fried stuff also and drink plenty of water!
SLEEP EARLY!!! so that u wont wake up late the next day!
NO SMOKING ARRRRRRRR!!!!!! if want drink, can go drink abit...
and the most important thing! DONT LET THAT SANDY BULLY U AR!
if not i call and scold her! ahahahahaahahah

ok la, enough of my nagging....
Dear, I love you..... ;)

I Love You

2011-06-21T11:29:00.004+08:00

I LOVE YOU!!!!

For You

2011-06-15T21:34:00.008+08:00

I'm writing this while your doing your recording~

I been childish, emotion and and stupid today, very sorry for my actions. Yes I admit sometimes I tend to over-imagine and over-think that my imaginations are going on and its right, however today was another situation.

You know I like to imagine things going my way, and when it does not, I feel like the whole situation went wrong etc etc..

Currently being punished by my Penguin (Christy <3), the punishment is not being able to communicate with her in any form for 1 hour! Damn childish I swear but I guess I deserve it.

Hmmm, I can't send her back straight away after her recording as 1 hour will be just nice, send her back and say good night? Nahhh..

Well, the situation will be dragging her to eat Tau Huey, walk around THEN send her back after 1 hour. Like that at least I get to talk to her for 50% of the time spent with her after the recording? Let's see if this works out, most of time things never go according to as planned.

*Edit, can't already, her recording still hasn't ended, let's see if she bears to not communicate with her for the next 45 mins with me then *wink

Well, thats the ideal situation.. if not ill just go clubbing after our "cold war" LOL. JOKING!

Well dear, I don't know how long you will take to see this, but I LOVE YOU REGARDLESS OF WHAT HAPPENS NEXT / AFTER!

Unless... heh

Long post right, like this is my blog LOL. See dear this is what happens when you don't log out and let others use your comp.. or phone.. *wink

Your Dearest and Forever Loving (I know they say forever never works out, but I hope this does.. if not for every single period of time I'm with you), Glen Loh

*Edit: Still recording.. hmm at 10.27pm, have sat here for 2 hours, did not see the text she sent me at 9.20pm to go home, let's see if she will let me send her back later.

Correct Answer: let me send back unless its too late like 12am when she ends

Wrong Answer: Don't let me send back despite me insisting if the time is like 11pm

Let's see shall we

祝福

2011-06-05T02:03:00.003+08:00

如果有一天，命运将我们分开
我们是否还能够像现在一样坚定？

如果有一天，我们缘分到了
我们是否还会不定追寻执着？

我只想说，如果真的会有那么一天
我还是会微笑的祝福你，
感谢你让我曾经那么的幸福！

不知怎么突然很感性..
也许是长大了吧！:]

my Love Speech ;D

2011-05-31T15:22:00.009+08:00

It has been so long since i updated my blog....
reason being ......

"when u have someone to share every details of your life with,
you dont really need to blog about anything!
whats more when that someone is Mr. Perfect ;D "

Now why am i here then?
Because....

i want to share and tell the world that...
" i am very very fortunate to have my darling boy with me
and not everything about him is perfect yet he is my Mr. Prefect!"

I Love how he would bend down and laugh out loud when i said something funny,
I Love how he would look into my eyes and say "Dear, wo si bei ai ni",
I Love how he twist his mouth when he is shy,
I Love how he tries to act cool and then embarrass himself with something,
I Love how he assure me that he will always be there and he really did when i needed him,
I Love how he listens to me or sometimes trying to act like he is listening when i am talking,
I Love how he put his arms around me when he doesn't know how to say sorry,
I Love how we argue and bet about things and went to do research for answers,
I Love how he understands me and hug me when i am feeling fk up,
I Love how he would go the extra mile and make sacrifices for me and NEVER made any complain (*yet, lol) even when he freaking tired.

and the most important thing is...
I LOVE HIM FOR WHO HE IS and WHO I CAN BE WHEN I AM WITH HIM!

Filled with happiness and love

2011-05-18T11:12:00.006+08:00

with you,
every problem is not an issue,
every trouble is not a sadness,
every rainy day feels so warmth,
and every moment every day feels so love and fortunate...

Mr Perfect for me....

* I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND, DARLING GLEN!!!!!! ^^

Happy Monthsary~

2011-04-30T03:00:00.000+08:00

Bowling after dinner at Secret Recipe~

My Dearest Glen~
this blog post is for one and only you~ =))
sad to say that i have to go Genting molo morning straight aft our "anniversary"
u must be missing me like mad~!!!!
just like how i will miss u even when u're just beside me!
haha! but u have a lot of my zi lian pic in ur Iphone,
just take a look whenever u miss me and the videos!!!

and thanks baby for the video recorded for me ytd~ =))
Love you!! muacksssss!

i believe you will be well entertained in these 3 days when im away... ;D

M.T?

2011-04-23T02:02:00.002+08:00

wondering if its normal for me to feel so empty at times..
and what are this 'empty' filled up with....?

1st Runner up!!

2011-04-08T01:14:00.000+08:00

IMPRESARIO 2011 FINALS!
Sheryl and Christy
双下巴！

Heh heh~ Impresario 2011 has finally come to an end!
and CONGRATS to the 2 Brothers and ofcoz
everyone of us who made it into finals~!

We came in 2nd!
and i have to say that through this competition,
i have really learn alot and expand my capabilities!
;D YOOOO HOOO~

YAY~ The most satisfying thing is not the trophy nor the prizes!
it is that i have managed to push myself up into another level!
-improved in my harmonizing skill
-improved in my creativity skill
-improved being more courageous
and all these are the objectives of me participating in competitions!
IMPROVEMENTS!

those who know me knows that Harmonization were a total stranger to me!
and even a year ago, im struggling to understand 'it'!
so a pad on my shoulder! ;DD

well, i know its not perfect yet!
and obviously im still working towards it...
not gonna be complacent!

anddddd Its time DANCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!
=))))

my life will never be so perfect without you <3!
Mr. Perfect for me ^^

Happiness!

2011-03-29T15:22:00.008+08:00

Happiness is Loved~

finally updating blog with my lappy~!
yooo hooo~ though, my lappy gave me alot
more prob now than before servicing... sigh~

anw, feel so blessed these few days with my darling!
^^
really hope that we can last long and strong,
because the feeling is soooooo strong!
thank you baby~

I love them all!!!

2011-03-18T23:08:00.001+08:00

I Love Them All~!

<3!>

Empty...

2011-03-12T02:10:00.002+08:00

Becoz my dear laptop has been sent for servicing...
Im freaking bored and empty these few nights...
Thank god, someone is there to keep me occupied!

My holiday left abt 1 more month?
Went to the zoo finally,
And today to the sentosa yet first time experiencing the sky ride and LUGE!
Haha scary (maybe only for me) and fun!!!
Watched no string attached, I am no. 4, blackswan and the rite...

Somehow I dunno why, up to this moment of my life, I feel empty!
Or I'm rather disappointed with myself...
Kinda side tracked myself with too much things previously..
I'm thinking... about something crazy...

I gotta readjust myself to be ready for school,
Ready for new challenges and new phase of my life...

Are u ready to walk the walk with me?

LOVE

2011-03-06T03:18:00.003+08:00

Love is a game...
It takes 2 gd player to make it interesting...

I guess I'm forever afraid...
Too pessimistic or too realistic abt love?
Knowing nothing is eternal...
Knowing that we will end up filled with hurts...
But still, I admire those That always believe in love...
Becoz... I'm just so a coward to do so...
Just hoping... Keep on hoping Christy...
I know I'll get to no where...

I am just.... Disappointed with myself... :/

Randomzzz!

2011-03-04T03:13:00.003+08:00

Have been slacking for tooo long! =(
maybe thats the reason why i feel so.....
and kept thinking about lame stuff...

Unhealthy Lifestyle~
going to bed when mummy's going to work,
waking up when mummy's off work...
Breakfast = Lunch
Lunch = Dinner
Dinner = Supper
arghhh! =(((

stressing and thinking about song choices for finals~
hopefully, we dont disappoint others and ofcoz ourselves..

A F up life i can say...
all i look forward everyday is just,
another day to come...

so many things i wanna do, infact too many..
thats the reason why i "breakdown"...

"Silence"...
wonder if how many actually the meaning behind my "silence".
if u do congrats and good luck to you..
because you must be feeling the same way as i do...

alright, this is not an emo post!

Ah Lian?!!!! 台妹？

2011-03-03T17:42:00.005+08:00

These photos are taken ytd before Impresario Photoshoot!
haha, and sheryl agree to what Mave and Glen says ...
i look like those Tai Wan AH LIAN~ -,-'''
make me sound so low class!!!

anw, really enjoyed my driving lesson today,
though, it suddenly rained heavily when i was on the road...
Good Experience ;D

Failed my Evaluation for FTT TWICE!!!
GOSH, the previous one was just 1% to pass!!!!
so molo will be my third try...
PLEASEEEE let me pass!!!

i am going to the ZOO next tues!
so excited!!!!
hee, hopefully it doesnt rain!
:)))))

Impresario Semis

2011-02-27T01:53:00.007+08:00

WOOO HOOO~
Sheryl and Christy Got into Finals with luck!
haha... i really have to say that sometimes in competition,
we need to have luck!

Congrats Us!! =))

today the sound system was rather disappointing,
the feed-backs during rehearsal and the vol control just not that up to standard.
well, what can we expect in an open space..
thank God for the luck!

During Sound Check ~

Preparation~

and.... my Faci came to support me! how nice ;)))
Got a Daisy from Wei Hong and he said he choose Red for me
becoz...... im sexy!!! OMG hahaha but i know he's joking luh~
Mummy brought along my nephew and niece along too...
heee feel so fortunate.. * though sad that u're not there... LOL

Next Wed would be photoshoot...
and.. my dear partner Sheryl~
Do take care alrights!!!

Watched "I am number Four"!
damn exciting show..
screamed and shock afew times...
HAHA as usual~

alrights, gotta get my beauty sleeep~
Otherwise, Dark eye rings =((!

Tata~ :))

Jia You Ore!

2011-02-25T03:13:00.001+08:00

加油！！；D

Love...

2011-02-21T17:45:00.006+08:00

Love is a feeling,
It happens in mysterious ways...

Sometimes, u don't have to see e person,
Sometimes, u don't even know e person well...
Or Sometimes, that person doesnt even exist...

But u can still fall in love...
Becoz feelings is something that can't be seen nor touched
It must be felt from e bottom of ur heart....

*random thoughts :)

Update II

2011-02-19T01:28:00.006+08:00

CHRISTY WON!

Lunch at Hong Kong Cafe~

study @ TCC =))

OH manzzzz~!!! I REALLY LOVE IPHONE 4!!!!
CAM-WHORING IS <3!!!

UPDATES ;D

2011-02-18T23:50:00.003+08:00

Next Wed would be my 1st driving practical lesson!!
Im sooooooo excited~!!!!!! ;DDD
and nervous ofcoz ~

heehee... 15th March would be my FTT!
im getting nearer and nearer to my goals~
aim to get my driving license latest by..... may or June?
and damn~ the practical lessons are soooo expensive =((
now i can only afford 2 lessons the most...
not that bad, gotta get a job sooon...
after settling some stuff.. :))

Alrights, another decision i've made ..
JOIN DANCE SCHOOL~!
aft looking at my 'pikachu' and rehearsal videos that day,
i decided to take up dance class at dance factory ;D
perhaps in march?
YAY! another goal is getting nearer!

SAVE SAVE SAVE and i can see the result of
sowing my hard work after sooo long~ ;D YAY!

Well Done Christy!
Last paper next week before my semester has officially ended!
Phew~ like finally~!

OKI! updated...
practice Sheryl's house these few days were fun!
and ofcoz wadsapp-ing is filling my life up! ;)))

2011-02-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

=D!

Iphone 4~!

2011-02-09T17:44:00.005+08:00

After using all my lok kok phone for sooo long~
FINALLY~ i got Iphone 4!!!
Changed my number, Changed my Line...
A new Start, New beginning... =))

this is one of my achievements for 2011~!
heh heh...

Oh ya, i just realized that i did not share my New Year Resolution this year...
hopefully its still not too late!

Things to be achieved in 2011

- get to a dance school
- get atleast 3.0 for my gpa
- distinction for my LCM grade 6
- get my driving license
- get into finals for competitions
- higher standard of living
- savings in bank
- buy a camera st5500 (optional)

Im slowly working towards them....
JIA YOU, CHRISTY WON!!! =D

Chinese New Year~!!!!

2011-02-06T23:53:00.010+08:00

Its Chinese New Year again~!!!
worked at Conrad Hotel again,
as banquet during Lunar Eve!

Many families, Companies (those high end one)
had their Reunion dinner Gathering @ Conrad Hotel!
and i learned how to prepare "YU SHENG" for them.
(things to say for different ingredient) ;DDD
and i think i kinda did a good job, though my customers were fussy!

Alright, i got to say that my Chinese New Year is....
BORING and LONELY!!!!! =((((((
Its a festive season. everyone seems to have their own programs and stuff...
even my mum has her own activity!!!
EXCEPT for me! =/

Not much relatives to visit, Close Friends are busy...
then i realize, how lonely i am....
Belong to Nobody....
Not special, not in anyone's priority anymore...
which i hate to admit that i am indeed ..... lonely =(!
* living in self-denial .....

well, its time to admit the facts....
and face it with a smile...
*sometimes its better to be alone than to be with the wrong person....

(there, i miss those times.....)

世界末日

2011-01-28T10:54:00.003+08:00

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
xiang xiao lai wei zhuang diao xia de yan lei
Want to laugh to disguise the tears that’s flowing

点点头承认自己会怕黑
dian dian tou cheng ren zi ji hui pa hei
Nod my head to admit that I’m afraid of the dark

我只求能借一点的时间来陪
wo zhi qiu neng jie yi dian de shi jian lai pei
I only wish that you can spare some time for me

你却连同情都不给
ni que lian tong qing dou bu gei
But you don’t even give me the slightest sympathy

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没是
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away

Chorus
天灰灰会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违 (也许事与愿违)
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei (repeat line)
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu ren xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑梦违背有谁肯安慰
ye yue hei meng wei bei you shui ken an wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是... 另一种美
ye xu tui fei ye shi… ling yi zhong mei
Maybe being blue is… another sort of beauty

偿还

2011-01-21T18:44:00.000+08:00

Depression??!!

2011-01-21T15:59:00.008+08:00

Really had a good rest today,
and i think i really need it.
though a lot of phone calls...

So tired recently...
something is missing in me....
but i really dont what is it...

Dont ask me what happened,
Dont tell me i need to change...
because me myself know that clearer than anyone...
who wants to lead a life like that...
but i really dont know what is the cause to all these changes...

According to research that i've done..
perhaps its temporary depression ??
i have most of the symptoms other than the last point...
but the problem is... am i really that stress?
i dont even know about it...
sighs... i guess its nothing new.

dead fish!

2011-01-19T11:24:00.004+08:00

Have been really late for school recently. =(
i dont like the way i am now...
all the moodless, restless, sianess... -,-
always not feeling well, want to nua~
its so not me!!

i guess i really need a break from EVERYTHING!
slowly cutting down responsibilities and commitments...
last month working with adidas,
its a kinda relief? however, still feel unbearable.
hmmmmmmmm and i seriously need money! =(

feeling so empty.... nothing new i guess...
*hear no evil please!
lonely~~~~ im so lonely~~~~~~
i got nobody~~~~~ On my own~~~~ woooo~
HAHA! ...

2011-01-17T13:26:00.001+08:00

Give me nothing, but stress and a pile of shit.

Saturday~!

2011-01-16T19:58:00.004+08:00

Impresario audition @ Orchard central on Saturday...
haha! it was fun... though outcome is ???
attended a weeding at sembawang...

i think i havin stomach flu?
LS a few times a day and this has continued for few weeks. =(
and even now, im having gastric pain.
boooooo =(

and my mood recently sucks...
i guess is stress...
i hate it! ROAR...
SCREAMMMM ARGHHHHHHHHH!

haiz....
i just hope that everything end really sooooon...

一个人生活。。。

2011-01-10T14:03:00.004+08:00

这里很冷，很安静。。。
也许你不知道，我的心，也跟着我的体温一样，
慢慢的变冷了。。。

心情很不好。。。
但是不懂，也不想告诉谁。。。
因为不想要任何人来关心我。。。
不要任何人来管我。。。

我并不是，也没有在率脾气。。。
只是觉得有时候，我比较喜欢自己一个人。。。
一个人做决定，一个人想东西，
一个人哭泣，一个人到处漂泊，
什么都是一个人，这样比较轻松。。。

不过一旦我决定让另一个人踏入我一个人的世界，
我就会不顾一切的，
保护他，照顾他，帮助他，陪着他，
而我一个人的世界，也会渐渐的消失。。。

我只希望在我需要的时候，那个人会出现在我身边。。。
我了解不是每个人都能给与我同样的付出。。。
而也许是我的要求太高，所以现在的心情会是如此的难受。。。

也许这一切都是我的任性，
让自己难受，让自己伤心，让自己活该。。。

所以我还是回到原来的我，
不管你怎么叫我相信，
我还是喜欢，选择自己一个人。。。
你永远都不会知道，不会明白，我的心情。。
而我也不想，不会再多说什么了。。。

foto update ;D

2011-01-04T11:21:00.012+08:00

New Year Dinner @ Zuo En house~!

CRAB, PIZZAHUT~! ;P

BREADS AND BUISCUIT~ <3!

My beloved Maveric ;D

Count down at Pan Pacific, daniel's party...

Nice view at the balcony..

Daniel and Elaine

the bathroom is niceeeeeee

The whole batch~!

FIREWORKS at 12am!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011~!

Busy Happy New Year Day!!!! =D

2011-01-02T03:14:00.002+08:00

Had a very long party week...
celebrated Christmas, Zia how's Birthday then now, New YEAR!!!

i had a really unforgettable new year party...
First, i got to see the H&R brothers at boon keng~
then they sent me to kallang to meet Maveric!!!!

Then we went to Zuo En's House to eat CRAB!!!! ;D
had a really great feast ~!
with pizza-hut pizza and drumlet!

Then head over to Daniel's party @ Pan-pacific Hotel~!
its a potluck party, so me and mave went to buy satay for the party!
and guess wad, when the lift open at 31st floor, i saw ERIC and his gf!!!
it was a big shock! its soooo co-incidental ~!
hahahahahahaahha

got to know some new friends and took lotsa photos!
trust me the view from the balcony is AWESOME!
i love the toilet! haha
count down and watch the fireworks....
damn cool and romantic~!

1230am, we rush off for clubbing @ play...
the road is sooooooo crowded and we decided to walk over.
its late and human jam is SCARY~
hahahaah we squeeze our way through and ran the whole road.
its so funny and what a cool experience!
to have ran from pan pacific to Maxwell road...
with the crowds... (sweat like shit)

reached at 2am, end up... we did not club..
ahahahah because of long story..
anyway, i enjoyed my last day of 2010
and the first thing i did on 2011...

4 years of celebrating New Year with my Dearest Maveric！
and he is my Boyfriend for yesterday ;D

THANK YOU DARLING~!!!!!
for being there for me all these while..
Love u Muacks!!!! =))))

P.S ( upload photos soon...)

2010-12-27T01:13:00.003+08:00

Weary soul~

2010-12-15T09:19:00.003+08:00

"My heart, which is so full to overflowing,
has often been solaced and refreshed by music when sick and weary. "

Martin Luther

Life is not a bed full of roses....
it has joy, pain and sorrows....

slowly, im feeling sick and tired of living my life...
i guess its a normal thing?
2010 is coming to an end soon...

achievements? yup, i have a few....
at the same time, i lost things that were important to me.
coming to 2011...
changes, i am ready for it...
are you?

*i am running all around...
fighting for things that i want....
but in the end....
what i achieved is.....

yes, i need you...
but you cant be here for me despite u're trying...
i see, i know and i cant blame you....
likewise, i'll wipe my own tears ( like how i always do)
in times and days without you....

Endurance is the answer ....

2010-12-13T14:58:00.004+08:00

i have always been asking question since the start...
and i know there isnt a definite answer...

keeping quiet and wait,
wait for miracles to happen...
wait upon God to answer our prayers...
just wait and wait....
and what you need is endurance....

but we all know what would possibly happen by just waiting...
the answer is NOTHING!!!!!!
so people, just continue waiting and NOT DOING ANYTHING...
lets see how much a endurance you have...

i think im gonna give up waiting soooon~

2010-12-13T11:25:00.000+08:00

Upload Music

2010-12-13T11:11:00.001+08:00

I HATE MY ENTREPRENEUR MODULE PROJECT GROUP !!!!!!!!!
AND THEY MAKE ME HATE SCHOOL !!!!

busy dead body~!

2010-12-10T10:58:00.002+08:00

wasnt feeling well this whole week!
skipped school on tues (marketing)
and now today, i am absent as i was having fever last night!
i skipped 2 maths lesson and today will be the 3rd...
hopefully i can still take my UT 3!

ROARRRRR~~!!! waiting at clinic now, alone...
with a headache, blocknose and sorethroat...
FML~

i guess it was because of the sun ytd afternoon,
plus all the tiredness that add up!

seriously, cant wait for holiday to come!
i am seriously dying!!!!!!!!!!!!
how i wish there is someone here,
taking care of me when im sick...
have been wishing for so long...
and i know it wont come true

alright i need to do my project now~ (when im sick)
byeeee~~~!!!

After the rain and storm!

2010-12-05T18:21:00.007+08:00

here we are, survived through another storm!
and i believe there are much more mountains to be climbed,
much more challenges to be overcome.

WOoooo! seriously, its not easy...
with every smile comes with a price~
with every price comes with a tear~

alright, to change the mood....
well, KOVAN SUPERSTAR 2010 finalist had a great show last night!

LOVE EM' ALL!

2010-12-02T09:46:00.003+08:00

everything is sooo painful~ =(

Silent night~

2010-12-02T01:39:00.000+08:00

its another night of silent crying under my blanket.
my heart aches as i feel the pinch in my heart.
the words that feel like sword, piercing through my heart.
bleeding inside~ non stop! in a sleep-ness night....

is it the end?
is this all that i get after all that i've done..?
i am scare~!
i dunno who to turn to anymore...
=(

Helpless~

2010-12-01T15:13:00.005+08:00

I want to be strong,
I want a metal heart...

but I am weak~
i cry and feel hurt easily~

I want to help,
I want to sort things out...

but i am being 'rude'
and i make things worst...

for all these while i have been 'closing my eye',
pulling through all the nonsenses...
but deep in my heart, i know it doesnt work out that way...

i want to speak up,
but i got no authority of doing so...

in the end all i can do is to continue closing my eyes so hard,
until as if im blind, until i am numb to all these shit,
or.... just put a full stop to all these shit.

什么什么呀？

2010-11-30T16:48:00.003+08:00

我就是这样，一个很直接的人~
说话直接，生气就发脾气，
不高兴就一定看得出，
不喜欢假惺惺的人，
也不喜欢人家假装对我好。。。

当不认识我的人一开始就喜欢我，
我会讨厌，会不喜欢，会感到反感~
当以为认识我的人，不喜欢我，
我也会感到生气，不服气！

真正你们到底了解我多少？
如果是单单听我说的话，聊天，
或是感觉我是一个怎样的人，
就以为你很了解我的话，
那我现在想跟你们说，
你们完完全全的误会我了！

因为真正了解一个人，
不是单靠几次的聊天，
给人的感觉，和她做的什么事
来衡量的。。。

有时，时间的相处，
都还不能过真正的表明，
你了解那个人。。。

所以，不要以为你们很了解我似的~！
我觉得很恶心，很想吐！！！

2010-11-17T18:12:00.002+08:00

WHY always make me angry!
WHY always when i need you, u're not there!
WHY am i always the one that cant find you!
WHY always make me cry! =(
WHY you dont understand me at times!
WHY you always dont know what i need!
WHY it seems like the whole world is against us!
WHY is it so tough for you to get things right!
WHY must i think and care so much!
WHY cant i be a little more self fish!
WHY is it so complicated?!!!!

its sooooooooo complicated!
your life, your family, everything!
the worst thing is i cant help,
yet, further complicating your life....
what should i do to release you from this complicated situation!
all you can say is, dont have to do anything etc...
i am sooo sick yet worried! =S

can you do me a favor by stopping these things going on?
it hurts me to see you 'hiding' and 'running' away from responsibilities
stress and troubled about things when u can find a way to solve it!
its time to grow up my dear.. you see for yourself.
i just want to live my life simple and happy like how it used to be.

2010-11-12T13:50:00.000+08:00

2010-11-10T14:08:00.010+08:00

TEENAGE BIG DAY OUT on deepavali~!
semi - finals on 5th oct 2010!
sang ke yi bu ai le by liang wen yin!
and there are 32 semi finalist,
yet i make it through the top 10 for finals ;D
GOOD JOB, so proud of my friends and myself!!!!

Dear hui hui!

dear sheena!

a treat for myself~

Top 10 finalist! =D

SATURDAY!!!
practice singing at home (solo & duet)
went to eat yummy chicken rice @ esplanade exchange
then visited suntec conventional for the teenage K-POP battle!
went intunes for caroling practice, cool so long didnt sing it!
quite excited for the real thing on that day ;D

TEENAGE ICON FINALS!!!
its quite diff from the semis...
lesser crowd, lesser supporter!
however, still as COLD~~~!!!!
you know, the colder it is,
its even harder to control your voice -,-
SHIVERRRRR!

2010-11-03T13:55:00.003+08:00

you see me through me worst times.
you tolerated me at my shit days.
you gave me all that you can to save the day.
you see the best in me.
you always have your patience with me.
though, u always see things in your own way

which kinda piss me off at times...

but i guess thats e reason why u love me!
i dont really have my patience with you....
i throw my tantrum at you (sometimes)...
i lose my temper easily on you...
and i believe there is no other one who can tolerate my shit like you did.

but... if one day u're tired of tolerating...
one day you're sick of this whole thing...
will you hang on or just let it be....

2010-10-25T13:08:00.003+08:00

I WANT MONEY!!!!!
I NEED MONEY!!!!!
thats e reason why i work my ass off!
ARGGGG!!!!!
but still, money is coming in little and slow! =(
ROAR!!!!!!

dunno wads wrong with my phone,
cant send photos to my lappy! =S

anw, celebrated my darling girl (hui hui) bday!
and also finally finish singing @ hong kong cafe for 3 weeks.

Met my baby girl for lunch and catch up last sat!
SHERYL NONO CHOO~!!! =D

PERFORMED for ECO music song writting competition!

2010-10-22T14:53:00.003+08:00

T.G.I.F!!!!
Finally its coming to an end of this long week! =(
- registered for driving license
gonna have my basic theory test somewhere in nov or dec?
haven confirm yet...

yup, and before i realise...
its coming to an end of 2010 real soon...
many things accomplished this year...
but i realized, i side tracked.

wanted to be a dancer,
get my ass of and finally got in the Hip Hop IG!
but now, i gave up the chance of performing in muse!
seems like i have more important things to work on.
BUT yet in the end, what is the purpose of my goal?

yes, im lost.. i lose my focus.
'fighting' for the wrong things in my life..
holding on to my values so tight...
wad do i benefit at the end of the day?

Part of me is telling myself to grow up and be realistic!
however, deep inside me am unwilling to let go of my dreams.
no, i am not as free as wad i want myself to be!
its just expectation that i set highly on myself.

Stop being so hard on yourself, Christy Won!

2010-10-21T09:44:00.001+08:00

i'd like to be alone for a while...

Back to Baci'x'

2010-10-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

2010-10-18T09:47:00.002+08:00

WORRYING WORRY WORRY WORRY WORRYING!

i feel so helpless...
feel like crying....
but i dont even have the time....

i need to do some reflections...
some soul-searching....

=((((((((((((((((((((((((

2010-10-15T08:57:00.003+08:00

School started for about a week!
classmates are not bad...
however, i just dont have the 'enthu-ness' that i use to have in sem 1

perhaps im juggling too much things at a time.
its really tiring to be a full time student, full time girl friend,
part time worker and part time performer!

ROAR!!! but i just cant afford to give up any of them....
still thinking about it...
i need to put in more effort studying!
especially when all my 5modules are HEAVY MODULE!
-Entrepreneurship
-Marketing
-Hospitality Tourism Management
-Maths part II
-Financial Accounting

Dear God, please help me to manage my time well...
i need to enlarge my capacity!

2010-10-13T10:12:00.000+08:00

CRUISE COMPETITION
1/10/2010
&
sheryl's birthday 2/10/2010

W45M CLASS CHALET !
7/10/2010 - 8/10/2010

2010-10-11T22:59:00.006+08:00

FINALLY got a new phone! LG KP500
haha! people who know me and my phone would be really happy for me!
LOL..

Was really really busy these few weeks and
gonna be like this for this whole and next month too~

started work was quite not bad!
Good, fun, lovely colleague who drop by to HK cafe
to hear me sing ( though its just on the way)
but still appreciate that they willing to drop by for a little while ;D

competitions and performance lining up for me!
cool, gonna really stretch my limits to e maximum!

Went for W45M chalet last thurs...
DRINK, DRANK, DRUNK!
hahaha really love them lots!!!!
AND tomorrow's gonna be
FIRST day of school start for new semester!
AND
FIRST DEBUT DANCE SHOWCASE FOR ME!
heee kinda excited!
wooo hooo~~~

wish me luck>>> hope that i have good classmates!
btw, i tink my GPA really sucks! ><|||!
gonna work harder!

bye people.... gonna update photos soooooon!

2010-10-04T12:55:00.003+08:00

我是18岁了！！！
IM EIGHTEEN!

Went clubbing with mave & ben ben!　＝Ｄ

18 years-old-date! LOL
suppose to go sentosa, but it rained!
so stayed and vivo!

Darling and i went Singapore Flyers!!!!
forgot to make a wish! >

LOTS of love!
Thank you darling for all the things that he had done...
the effort that he put in ...
most importantly! ...
Rid "MUMMY" & sister for the lovely bunny and
sweeeeeeet birthday card from your family!
LOVE IT! <3

Well, this is gonna be my 1st dance showcase poster!
COME SUPPORT PEOPLE!!!!!
=DDD

2010-10-03T02:43:00.003+08:00

SICKNESS = BLUE-NESS!
ARGGGGG i am badly sick especially aft the cruise Competition!
Runny nose, Blocked Nose, Cough, headache, nose bleed this afternoon!!!
wonder why am i here at this hr?
becoz i slept at 1030pm, and was awake, cant really slp for now.
so decided to blog!

anw, i saw shooting star ytd!!!!
omg!!! i tink it was too late to actually realize it was a shooting star
even too late to actually make a wish!
hahahahahaha
celebrated Sheryl's bday on cruise! =))
photos to be uploaded soooooon!

2010-09-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

SORE THROAT~!!!!!
ROAR, i rarely have sore throat! and damn,
molo is my cruise competition and sunday is the cafe gig!
i seriously wan my own voice and position back!

Dear Voice, im sorry if i did not take good care of u
or did not really appreciate u in the past!
but i am really sorry! please come back to me!
now i know how important u are to me!
so please..... come back to me
and i'll take good care of u!!!

oh yea anw, this is my first post aft 18 years old birthday~!!!
heh heh! thank everyone for all the wishes and
blessing~

yup, a year older, a year wiser..
i hope so? LOL
made a decision to work at Adidas outlet.
firstly, i need money..
secondly, is to occupy myself....
hope i wont be overload myself unnecessarily
as i still have to juggle my studies, dance, singing commitments..

all the best CHRISTY WON! =)
missing my stupid dummy!
(which is grounded for a mth -,- )
27 more days~~~

2010-09-25T02:30:00.005+08:00

UNCERTAINTIES ......

everything seems so nice, so sweet, so beautiful..
abit too good to be true...
hmmmm...

i hope its not just a dream...
coz im still scare and insecure...

用真心，最后一次去感受。。。

anw, had surprise celebration from my beloved LRB!
and.. oso not forgetting my beloved B&B dinner! =D

CELEBRATION WITH B&B!! =D

DINNER WITH LRB!!!

ADIDAS JACKET by MAVERIC!!! =D

LAZY, a very short post.. hahha!
brb sooon for more updates! =)

2010-09-19T18:42:00.006+08:00

Had a really busy and tiring week!!!
DANCE everyday... muscle aches and cramp all over!!! =(
its sooo tough and tiring! but stilll ... hanging on!
GO GO PIKACHU! =D

BACK TO BA'SIX' ROXS! ;D

OH ya, GOOD NEWS!
WE (all KSS finalist) GOT STRAIGHT into Teenage Icon Semi Finals!
so proud of u guys... we all got GOLD CARD! HAHAHAHA

so looking forward to see all of u again!

2010-09-12T11:08:00.005+08:00

Left with one more paper to go molo, which is my killer MATHS!
hahahahaha, cant wait for exams to be over!
oh well, worked at Adidas sale these 3 days @ expo!
their things are really going at very very cheap rate
especially on the last day! and guess wad!
aft the whole sales is closed,
stuff is allowed to buy their things at another 50% off!
so the jacket i wanted would be $15 dollars!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh man! but Maveric bought it at $24, still very cheap la! heeee

my life is now filled with love and laughter!
Thanks people who made my life filled with colors!

ITS FAMILY DAY AGAIN!!
learned a new dish from mummy, flower crab!
hahaha! LOVE spending time with family!

PROUDLY present,
CHEF MISS CHRISTY WON
+
BEST Assistant,
MUMMY!!!! =D

2010-09-08T00:21:00.003+08:00

Dad, i love you!
you know, everyone says we look alike since young...
and that is the thing that makes me feel close to you..
but you know wad, i am worried for you.
i know it isnt easy to run a business with mummy and
i know you feel bad being unable to help out with the burden at home.
But chill~ stop drinking! be soft to mummy and dont get angry easily.
Mummy loves u alot. that is why she is worried
you didnt make her feel secure and by going home late everynight,
you're giving her a benefit of doubt.

please, would u give in to mummy and dont make her angry.
because i know her heart hurts so much that she went crazy.
keeping in mind that she has high blood pressure, please just give in once in a while!
i am worried when she dont sleep at night,
wonder around outside alone because she is feeling empty and insecure. =(

Dear mummy! i love you more!
i know u care alot for this family, for us, and ofcoz daddy!
i know its hard on you when all the burdens are on you.
but chill, dont get agitated easily. we're a family we stand for each other.
i know u cant control ur emotions,
but please dont hurt yourself! =(
My heart dropped out when i see u shout till ur voice turn thin,
your whole chest and neck turn red and going crazy...
i know u're worried! but still, life have to move on...
dont keep thinking about things that doesnt save the day.
try to lessen the nagging to agitate daddy.

yes, both of you were wrong in your own way.
none are willing to give in.
but mummy and daddy, i still love you all!
why not everyone just talk nicely and dont get agitated easily.
be thoughtful towards each other!

alright, i hope if only they read and understand my blog.
Dear God, please help to improve the situation in my family now!
i'm begging on my knees! please lessen the burden thats on them..
i pray with all my heart and soul~　i know you can hear it!

well, there's still exams tomorrow...
wish me luck!　=/

2010-09-07T14:08:00.002+08:00

Thank You! =]

2010-09-05T19:19:00.007+08:00

这几天，发生了好多事！
有好，有坏。。。
不过，我这几天都过得很开心！

DANIEL NG YAN KAI!
Thanks so being such a great friend to me!

Thanks for being so open and honest to me about every single thing!

Thanks for making me Laugh Out Loud EVERY TIME when i see you.

Thanks for giving me your support in everything i do!

Thanks for loving and taking care of me!

Thanks for being so real and sincere!

I just Love you sooooo much! haha <3!>

and i just got to know that you have boobs that are bigger than me butt! hahahaha

Thank you for everything my dear!
i know u gonna say, “i know right" !
hahahahahaha well, whatever!!! =D

and this will be another phase of my life~
i hope we don't side track... =]

2010-09-01T01:49:00.002+08:00

我以为我真的可以 “寂寞寂寞就好” 。。。
但是我骗不了我的心，说我不想你。。

每当听见你的名字，
听到你常唱的歌，
收到你的简讯，
我的心，就会阵阵的痛一下。。
为了不让自己伤心，
我觉得自己越来越糟糕了。。。
我很想找个人来说，但是。。。
不知道在害怕什么。。。

也许是因为最近太空闲，
所以一直胡思乱想吧。。。

不过，最近其实还过得蛮开心的！
希望你也一样，开开心心的！=]

2010-08-27T00:36:00.005+08:00

我爱面包饼干！！ <3!>

他们让我很自然地做我自己！
很窝心的陪在我身边，给我鼓励！
在伤心时候，给我爱的抱抱！
在难过时，给我鼓励！
在比赛时，给我支持！

时不时都在我身边，让我觉得
生活很有意义！
在我的人生填满了许多色彩！

我真的真的很爱你们哦！
谢谢你们给小妹我的关怀与力量！

2010-08-23T14:40:00.002+08:00

最近发现，其实自己原来很奇怪。。。

我不喜欢别人向我道歉！
我不喜欢人家称赞我！
不喜欢人家说我好！
不喜欢人家看穿我在想什么！
不喜欢听人家说别人的坏话！

我承认，我是一个很奇怪的人。。。
有时也不知道自己要的是什么！
有时还会以为自己很厉害。。。
哈哈，最后才发现其实自己是最笨的！

好啦，我该给自己多一点时间了解自己！=）

2010-08-22T01:44:00.006+08:00

好累啊！终于结束了。。。！
I had a very memorable experience with all the KSS PEEPS!
Thank you all of you for making it a success!

Thanks Mave and Pris for the sun-flower! =]

The 3 lil sweet girl! =D

Congrats Ainul for getting 2nd runner up! ;)

Hot Stuff! Glad to have known you... =]

I tink this picture is NICE! ;)

Tissy muffin, a very sweet and lucky girl! =]

Eric Gor Gor! its a gift to have known u! hahah! <3!

Sheryl Girl Girl <3!

Nono & watermelon gege! hahha

Amos！thanks for coming and voting!

Ridhwan

All e best to u! =]

Proudly present -----> KSS 2010 Finalist! <3!

Everything seems like a dream...
its time to wake up and move on...
It just happen I am so not the Lucky Girl always....
But thanks for giving me a sweet dream once before....

All the best to u people! =]

2010-08-18T12:10:00.008+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

13/8/2010
Friday the 13th!

JACQ~

Wen YI

Joelene

Serene

CHRISTY

Priscilla

my baby~

Renee!

Explore of the lolcam on facebook

Pandora Concert!

Kat's LV bag!

signing of poster =]

Wei Qiang lao shi!

Zuo En!

Diana!

Christy!

Loving a little more ... =]
Good Luck everyone for KSS finals!
let's have fun! =D

2010-08-17T19:29:00.001+08:00

I FEEL SO LOVED BY YOU! =D

2010-08-13T00:16:00.005+08:00

i've grown alot alot alot!
looking back at those videos of my 1st time!
hahahaah it all seems so funny to me now!

My first time performing under Intunes Music Schoo in 2008l!
so funny and cute! like little girl. LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iwg-z0BKA2o

My 1st time performing as guest performer in concert in dec 2008!
heeee remembered how they use to laugh at my dressing!
and no feeling at all~ its just simple and nice~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vI3ykd5sL3I

Getting better~ this is one of the songs i like alot
and practiced alot especially on the high part.

http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=4ixb9rQr3IU&feature=related

1st time playing keyboard for my fren!
ahahahahaha ALOT of mistake!
but fun!!! hahaha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zOv1TSw7b9I

my 1st own concert with other friends.
hahaha 1st time people say my singing got feel!
A big level up in performing stage ;D

http://www.youtube.com/user/intunemusicschool#p/u/164/9dd3UBHYdWQ

1st year end concert in Intunes Music School ;)
we went for retro theme! HEE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7yosxMQF90

This Year's performance outside Taka!
Not very perfect, flat here and there!
but i still like ! hahahah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ToQrjjHFaTw

first time sing and play! haahhaa
medley 2 of my fav song..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f9cOcOjKvBM

I tink i really learnt alot of things through these 2 years of performing experience!
so continue to work hard and shine Christy! JIA YOU! =D

2010-08-12T16:17:00.004+08:00

I have been home early for the past few weeks..
What a sian sian boring life! =(
I dont like to go home early!
I dont like to spent my time sleeping!
like so meaningless.....

sometimes i am thinking why do i work so hard?
why make myself so tired every single day?
but after these 2 weeks of 'slacking' ....
i think i prefer to be busy and tired...

its time to open up and be available for other companion!
enlarge my circles of friend and narrow down my priorities.
yes, its time to make a change in my life....
i want a brand new Christy =]

2010-08-11T08:36:00.003+08:00

2010-08-11T00:52:00.001+08:00

life is so hard for everyone at certain point of time...
but still, we have to go through it....

2010-08-09T19:58:00.005+08:00

i seriously love KSS peeps man!
quite sad that finals are coming soon...
hope we still keep in contact =)

heee, Hot stuff! I AM SINGLE and AVAILABLE!
waiting for my 'dummy' to appear soon... haha!
Ridhwan says he's gonna buy muffin for me on 21st!
sooo sweet of him and i hope he remembers... lols

my life has been filled with joy and laughter talking to u guys every night!
i got myself a new Close Friend, Eric! hahahahahaha
welcome into my heart, and please take ur time to explore~ LOL

ANW HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, SINGAPORE!!!!!
SPENT this day with my beloved B&B =D

MARINA BARRAGE!
(more photos to be uploaded!)

Snow~

Recording ~ FUN! ;D

AINUL~!

Vocal workshop~

busy DANCE week!

miss u guys B2B!!

i accidentally find this angel of mine is nice!
but rid and eric dont like this photo! ahahahah mayb its so not me!

Thanks for calling today, hottie! ;D

2010-08-05T13:34:00.004+08:00

Was using back my old phone and went to clear my inbox message...
then i read alot of pass messages which kinda remind me our past.

i really miss you!!!! =/
miss how we use to hang out together and have fun.
miss how we laugh at every single thing.
miss how we turn every misery out into something funny.
miss how we make full use of every single cent we have.
miss sitting under the void decks together eating home cook food.
miss how my phone always rings at night.
miss the way you smile at me and say everything is gonna be alright.

i know that things will and have changed.
and i have to say that i am really happy to have known you!
yes, we are still friends...
but i am no longer your priority.
i am not sad anymore, in fact, happy for you!

just thought that maybe i should have appreciate you a little more...
Thanks for appearing in my life, gave me happiness
and became a beautiful memory of mine. =]

2010-08-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

awwwwwww. Man, i am so worried for the concert!
because haven finish the dance choreo and....
the bestest thing is till now, the AUDIENCE is ONLY 3 person!
and out of this 3, 2 are my friends! ~,~''''! LOL

i am not suppose to worry about the ticketing and audience thingy...
but ya, i am damn hell worried can!
hahaha!

anw, love my new nickname, Pikachu~
haha! and i kinda feel that my smile is getting sweeter!
and i am acting more and more like pikachu! LOL
'shy'! hahah BUT i wan2 be SEXY! HAHAHAHAHAHAAH

cant wait for Saturday to come man!
i am to stay like this for a while...

2010-08-02T11:50:00.009+08:00

UPDATES!

Co - incidental opportunity!

SHERYL CHOO!

=]

Niceeee

Choo!

Pri Pri! thanks for coming =]

Before event starts.....

Lubna!

WOOTS

SGC CRAZE

SELF FUN PHOTOSHOOT SESSION!

RIDHWAN!

he says he is jealous of my legs! -,-'''

VAN is more my type of vehicle! haha

i love this man!

YAY! mac breakfast!

I love my smile! its so sweeeeeeeet! ;D

i seriously like her camera!

my baby girl =)

PRISSY!

Joelene, with pretty legs!

Formal wear!

Extra 4 guys!

Charles

Daniel~

W45M! year one sem one!

2 more weeks to holiday.... cant wait!

2010-08-01T19:13:00.001+08:00

命运很爱开我的玩笑！
我越想要的东西，不管怎么努力，它偏偏就是不给我！
我越害怕担心会发生的事情，就偏偏不断的发生在我身上！

总是喜欢把我骗到云端去，
再把我狠狠的推近地狱！
我很讨厌那种，每次兴奋期盼的感觉，
突然被敲醒！

每次当我很兴奋期盼会发生的好事情，
都一定会有人/事/物破坏掉！

难道我就注定不能有期望吗？=(
看我失望落空的样子，很好玩吗？=(

我放弃了。。。

2010-07-26T11:03:00.002+08:00

i seriously need a DIGITAL CAMERA!!!!
haha so that i can snap snap snap non stop!

St550 Wait for me! =]
* Nowadays, alot of ppl were telling me
"you look mature, you give me the feeling that you went through alot"

haha, man! do i really look old...
its not about my dressing anymore!!!
anw, it may be a good thing compared to looking kiddish!
haha...

and girl, dont envy me...
because there is nothing about me that you can be envy about!
i should be the one envious about you =/ ....

2010-07-19T10:26:00.009+08:00

7am in the morning @ hortpark all dressed up! HAHA

Sitting in Ce jie's car =]

Information Center

Ainul~

Fairus

Saturday~!

White Tangerine Cafe!

Christy, Nurul, Fairus...

Abigail, Chloe and Nurul

=)

Ridwan and Clara

1st time to Marina Barrage!

Nice Weather

Starting off...

Kite fly so high!

bye bye~

我爱上的从来只是幻影，从不存在。。。

2010-07-19T09:29:00.004+08:00

Its another new week....
i am so not moving on....

stress is piling up!
yes, i wanted a busy life...
but still not busy enough to make me burn out...
not busy enough to fill the emptiness in my heart....

i am trying real hard!
and i hate it, seriously!
FML

2010-07-15T13:48:00.003+08:00

FEELING FADES AWAY~

i dont know why, the strong feeling that i use to have for you has gradually fades away.
it that suppose to be something good?
should i let this feeling fade away ?
or search for the feeling once again?

i guess this is the reason why i am feel empty and lost.....

2010-07-12T15:01:00.002+08:00

Monday simply sucks!
and moreover, its science!
suckiest day!
Just realise that 4 more weeks and its my holiday!!!!
that means...... my birthday falls on school holiday!!!!!
i am soooooo gonna club club club!
YA HOO~ Whos in with me~?

Frankly speaking i am quite worry
that i might be damn bored and lonely during the holidays!

= (
Darling, are u gonna date me out?
are you gonna spare sometime for me?

hahahaha,
so so so excited for my birthday though its still like 2 mths away~
ya, HELLO 18 years old,
here i come!

and TAMPOPO!
i'm so gonna miss you~~~
may u have a great week ahead ;)

2010-07-12T10:34:00.001+08:00

2010-07-09T14:32:00.003+08:00

YAY! My Darling say he still love me and that i am still his priority!

despite all that we are up with!

i dont care if it is true anymore.
and i know we wont be like how we use to be anymore..
but its ok~

all i need is just a little love and care showered everyday,
That will be my 'food' to give me energy and purpose to live on everyday. =]

2010-07-08T13:30:00.009+08:00

(MY ex Girlfrined) haha!

My new girl frien!! WAHAHAHAHA

My classmates are bursting music in class dance and shut on off the lights!
Not enough of clubbing uh~ LOL

they seriously enlighten and activate my dead cells~
i am SUPER AWAKE NOW！heeeeeeeee
Love W45M TTM!!!!