Chinese New Year~!!!!

Its Chinese New Year again~!!!
worked at Conrad Hotel again,
as banquet during Lunar Eve!





Many families, Companies (those high end one)
had their Reunion dinner Gathering @ Conrad Hotel!
and i learned how to prepare "YU SHENG" for them.
(things to say for different ingredient) ;DDD
and i think i kinda did a good job, though my customers were fussy!

Alright, i got to say that my Chinese New Year is....
BORING and LONELY!!!!! =((((((
Its a festive season. everyone seems to have their own programs and stuff...
even my mum has her own activity!!!
EXCEPT for me! =/

Not much relatives to visit, Close Friends are busy...
then i realize, how lonely i am....
Belong to Nobody....
Not special, not in anyone's priority anymore...
which i hate to admit that i am indeed ..... lonely =(!
* living in self-denial .....

well, its time to admit the facts....
and face it with a smile...
*sometimes its better to be alone than to be with the wrong person....


(there, i miss those times.....)