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Weary soul~

"My heart, which is so full to overflowing,
has often been solaced and refreshed by music when sick and weary. "

Martin Luther

Life is not a bed full of roses....
it has joy, pain and sorrows....

slowly, im feeling sick and tired of living my life...
i guess its a normal thing?
2010 is coming to an end soon...

achievements? yup, i have a few....
at the same time, i lost things that were important to me.
coming to 2011...
changes, i am ready for it...
are you?

*i am running all around...
fighting for things that i want....
but in the end....
what i achieved is.....

yes, i need you...
but you cant be here for me despite u're trying...
i see, i know and i cant blame you....
likewise, i'll wipe my own tears ( like how i always do)
in times and days without you....

Endurance is the answer ....

i have always been asking question since the start...
and i know there isnt a definite answer...

keeping quiet and wait,
wait for miracles to happen...
wait upon God to answer our prayers...
just wait and wait....
and what you need is endurance....

but we all know what would possibly happen by just waiting...
the answer is NOTHING!!!!!!
so people, just continue waiting and NOT DOING ANYTHING...
lets see how much a endurance you have...

i think im gonna give up waiting soooon~

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I HATE MY ENTREPRENEUR MODULE PROJECT GROUP !!!!!!!!!
AND THEY MAKE ME HATE SCHOOL !!!!

busy dead body~!

wasnt feeling well this whole week!
skipped school on tues (marketing)
and now today, i am absent as i was having fever last night!
i skipped 2 maths lesson and today will be the 3rd...
hopefully i can still take my UT 3!

ROARRRRR~~!!! waiting at clinic now, alone...
with a headache, blocknose and sorethroat...
FML~

i guess it was because of the sun ytd afternoon,
plus all the tiredness that add up!

seriously, cant wait for holiday to come!
i am seriously dying!!!!!!!!!!!!
how i wish there is someone here,
taking care of me when im sick...
have been wishing for so long...
and i know it wont come true

alright i need to do my project now~ (when im sick)
byeeee~~~!!!

After the rain and storm!

here we are, survived through another storm!
and i believe there are much more mountains to be climbed,
much more challenges to be overcome.

WOoooo! seriously, its not easy...
with every smile comes with a price~
with every price comes with a tear~

alright, to change the mood....
well, KOVAN SUPERSTAR 2010 finalist had a great show last night!











































LOVE EM' ALL!

everything is sooo painful~ =(

Silent night~

its another night of silent crying under my blanket.
my heart aches as i feel the pinch in my heart.
the words that feel like sword, piercing through my heart.
bleeding inside~ non stop! in a sleep-ness night....

is it the end?
is this all that i get after all that i've done..?
i am scare~!
i dunno who to turn to anymore...
=(

Helpless~

I want to be strong,
I want a metal heart...

but I am weak~
i cry and feel hurt easily~

I want to help,
I want to sort things out...

but i am being 'rude'
and i make things worst...

for all these while i have been 'closing my eye',
pulling through all the nonsenses...
but deep in my heart, i know it doesnt work out that way...

i want to speak up,
but i got no authority of doing so...

in the end all i can do is to continue closing my eyes so hard,
until as if im blind, until i am numb to all these shit,
or.... just put a full stop to all these shit.